Getting Better

Its about time. I hate being sick. Ive spent the last month it seems, getting over this. And licking some spiritual wounds as well. I recently let go of trying to get a promotion at work. Come to find out, I neglected to see what God wanted. We fought, I lost. All I could think about was, Ive put alot into this. Coming in on my days off, trying to know the right people, studying books and testing, volunteering for projects, putting up with tons of junk from people. Gods like yeah, but its not what I want you to do. You've wasted two years. What can you do? Laugh. But the last couple of weeks have been so cool. It was like a weight, Keeping me depressed, ill, I was miserable. It feels good to say no, Ive got plans. I just wanted more, and I was reading in Luke recently when John the Baptist was teaching and he told roman soldiers to be happy with their wages. Ouch. God was like, Do you do without? No. So be happy with my provision. You do what I want you to do, Ill take care of the small stuff. Now If it would only stop raining so I could go for a hike.